Phew!

This is my 595th post and in a few more days it'll be 600.. and in two more weeks or so it'll be 2010. There are many posts on this blog that I am not proud of. Sometimes I feel like deleting all my posts and having a clean slate. But its good to reflect and ponder. One mistake made, another lesson learnt. I really thank God for pulling me through all these years. And to all those people I've insulted/mocked/hurt in one way or another, I'm truly sorry. You guys can expect a message of apology soon! Ok la not very sincere to sms but if I call you wouldn't it make it awkward hmm?

Right now I really want to focus on God and give Him my all. Because without him I am NOTHING. I've been straying too far and maybe that's why my life's a mess. I hope to be an ambassador for Christ! That people around me can go 'Look, Grace has really changed because of God'. I am still quite new into this changing process so don't judge me just yet! But soon you will see, because God can do anything.

1 Peter 3:14
But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. "Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened."

Till I see You

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name

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I was doing QT just now and flipping through the pages for fun and there was a squashed dead bug in one of the front pages :S Its been a long time man.

CAMP K.O.

CAMP WAS AWESOME!!
Energiserz! Zz-zz!
WHEN I SAY WHAT TEAM YOU SAY REDDDDD~

I really like my group :D Everyone is nice and friendly. My group leader Merri super nice can. She listens! Idk how to explain this. But you know when someone starts talking nonsense or just chat about irrelevant and trivial stuff people tend to switch off and just go 'orh'; she doesn't! I find that very amazing cos I myself am guilty of that.
The presence of God was really strong and many (I think all) were touched. I repented of my sins and it felt really good to be finally talking to Jesus as I had not been attending church regularly and doing QT. I'm not trying to preach but its just how wonderful how He loves me even if I don't deserve it (and of course He loves you too).

Update later with pictures!